I Love you!

When a Narcissist Says I Love You, What They Really Mean...

My dearest darling Soul Mate,

When I say I love you, I really mean I love the way you make me feel. I really mean, I love your energy, it is something I have missing. And when I say I love you, I really mean, I love the way YOU love ME...

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love the way you speak about me.

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love how special you make me feel.

You give me power and I find it so easy to take control of your life.

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love that I am the center of your.

I love the way it was so easy for me to take over your life, how I was able to train you to respond to me; it was me who manipulated your waking thought, and I love the way you respond and I love that I am your first thought, and I love that you are going to think about me all day...

When I say I love you, I really mean I love that I am the centre of your world.

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love that I can make you doubt yourself. I love the way I am able to lie to you and prove you are wrong, and I love the way your face shows your confusion showing me, I have won.

When I say I love you, I really mean please don’t want you to abandon me.

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love to make you cry and feel guilty for everything wrong in our relationship.

When I say I love you, I really mean, I enjoy seeing you suffer and I love knowing you won’t leave me as you are so hooked in to the drug I create and to protecting our relationship

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love the way you talk about me, I love the way you believe in me; I love the way you belive you I am the one. I love the way you think I support you, the reality is I don’t, you just haven't realised it yet.

When I say I love you, I really mean, I love the way you respect the way I am manipulating you.

I wish I could tell you this is not real my love, but I can't, because if you knew the truth you would leave me and I can't live with the rejection..

With love,

Your Narcissist.